Noises of the night’s combat got heavier by the moment. Attacks and defenses filling the field faster than the minute desired. It had been his first battle since the King’s death. It was yet to become a success and before it could, something unfortunate awaited this soldier; or so he felt.
“CHARGE!!” he followed the order, unaware of his open back. A sword swung from behind just after his eyes met the attacker’s shadow ambiguous on his blade.
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“Felix!!” he shouted as he bolted from bed, his eyes wide open
“WHAT? It’s about bloody time you woke! Hagen’s been crazy you know! He wants these orders carried out before this afternoon. So I come here to wake you up, and Ms. Pretty out there wouldn’t let me! Damnit!”, growled Felix, at his own misery.
“What? We..we…we were in the middle of a mêlée and..and Hagen got killed and…I remember I was going to be too….huh…?”, Welf tried to explain the situation-he himself unsure.
“ You wish Hagen was dead. Ok Shakespeare enough with the stories…now get going! Hagen’s gonna slice us if we don’t!”
Still confused, Welf looked around his room to shake the dire dream away. A smile from the silent herald comforted him, as he greeted, “Morning Tiniki, just a bad dream I guess”
“Yeah, bad dream, and bad timing too! Hagen’s coming”, Felix sounded
“Is he up?” Hagen questioned, pacing towards the open room.
“Yeah, up and awake” Felix replied
Hagen passed a quick gesture at Tiniki before moving towards Welf.
“These late night parties have got to stop. Or you have to remain sober like Felix if you do decide to party. There is work to be done, and I expect it to be done when I say so. Otherwise….”
Tiniki passed a small bucket. To Welf’s surprise, Hagen tipped the bucket right over him and let the icy water flow out.
“This is exactly what will happen”, he passed the bucket back to Tiniki before marching out.
“sober?” Welf questioned soaking wet.
“all the way” Felix grinned proudly
“if he only knew..”
“But he doesn’t does he?” Felix added, throwing Welf’s uniform at him.
The two walked on to complete their morning orders. Felix couldn’t help humming cheerfully while noticing Welf drift into thought. “hey hey! Not now boy! It’s mornin’ already! Quit dreamin!” Feliz alarmed
“I’m not dreaming you ass!” Welf threw him a jovial punch
Felix’s humming stopped as he noticed one of the guards running towards them.
“Sir! Sir! They’ve caught the thief from last night!” the guard delivered.
“Alright, we see to it. Thanks Joak” Felix addressed
They raced to the scene to find an old broken man, white from the cold, red skinned from all the beating. His hair was distinct in color though a pale brown and his eyes too ancient to be advised alive.
“No more beating.” Felix exclaimed, while Welf stood drowning in sleep.
Felix momentarily observed his worn features and questioned, “Why did you steal?”
“Why? For food you dumbass” Welf mumbled with an obvious disbelief to his voice
Felix glared at him and proceeded to the guards “take him to the prison and give him food, rest and anything he needs for comfort. I’ll deal with this later” he dismissed the men.
“We better send these orders out now, or prepare to get eaten by Hagen” Felix warned his fellow drinking buddy.
The two soldiers left to deliver orders to their military base at the border.
Felix spoke loud into the transducer telephone, “This is Sergeant Felix speaking. We received an order to strengthen the security around our borders. Intruders have managed to come through. So be alert! Over”
“Felix, do you think it’ll be war soon” Welf thought aloud
Felix sighed, “If Engel persists to take over with all his madness” Felix replied.
It was evening and birds sang songs upon sunset. Welf heard footsteps arise in the dorm, leading to his door. The door opened with a bang to reveal someone Welf hated with his uttermost honesty.
“Where the hell is Felix?” the form at the door scolded with slight fury
Welf frowned with disinterest “Felix is at the gym, what do you want Lukas?”
“That damn Felix! I told him a million times already to NOT assign freaks to share my room! It’s tough being beautiful as it is! I can’t be on guard to protect my virginity too!”
And how dare you address me so formerly you imbecile?! Next time you shall not be alive to commit such an act!” the form scolded again, now with a bit more fury.
Welf rolled his eyeballs and sighed in response to the threat and went back to bed while Lukas stormed out at the site of being ignored and unattended.
The night was harshly chilly as ‘Mid winter’ began to take its meaning. Welf and Felix had dragged Klein into the bar for their weekly night of drinks. Quite soon, such weekly pleasures became an everyday habit strengthening the soldiers’ friendships.
Klein sat silent, nervous to his bones, biting his lower lip seemed a strong sign of his uneasiness at the scene he was so humbly forced to be a part of.
“Come on Klein! Take a shot at it! You’ll love it!” Welf slobbered all over Klein, almost choking him with his intense stench of countryside beer.
“I can’t! What if Meleana finds out! I bet she’s deciding on HOW to murder me right this moment!” Klein shook in the fetus position as he recalled his slave driver sister warning him ‘Anywhere near alcohol and Klein! I’d be your worst nightmare!”
“Like she isn’t your nightmare already” Welf suggested
Klein stood stunned at the sight of Welf mouthing HIS thoughts and before he could question how- “Oh, come on! You’re a friggin’ open book!” Welf continued
“Now drink up!!” Welf forced Klein’s lips apart and pushed the liquor in.
Klein gulped and his eyes grew wide and reflected the room’s light as he spoke “hap…py….feel..ing…” right before he fainted senseless to the floor.
Welf continued further not taken back by what’s occurred “That’s right Klein, alcohol makes you happy! Never forget that!”
Felix rushed to him and asked “What did you do know Welf?”
“I just gave him some beer, gee” Welf sighed with little surprise
“Beer? Does he LOOK like he can handle beer?” Felix sighed and carried Klein home calling back to Welf, “I’ll be back. And don’t pick any fights while I’m gone!”
Felix was infuriated at what he saw when he returned.
“take that you ass-”
“I don’t think so” Felix grabbed Welf before the other man’s face got punctured.
“Sorry about that sir” Felix apologized and pulled Welf away.
It was getting colder by the moment and fog began to escape their lips.
As Felix half carried Welf on his shoulders the awkward silence between the two grew wilder. “Hey Felix..? I’m sorry…….for everything..” Welf dragged his words until the ends of lips let them flow with repentance.
Felix firm and emotion-lacking features remained unmoved.
“Hey Felix,...why are you doing this? What am I to you? I said I’m sorry didn’t I? …….or…..are you punishing me?” Despite Welf’s unanswered questions he continued, “Felix….Fe….l…ix..Fe..” Welf began to drift off as the day, more so-the rather wild events of the night had taken a bit too much out of the younger soldier.
Still now, Welf remains the only audience of his beer-drenched ramblings.
My head feels heavy…I can barely hold it high. I know I did things….wrong, bad things. But am I so unforgivable that he would barely talk to me? Sometimes I feel as though he talks to me, just to make things seem as always. And sometimes he does not talk ……at all. Why does he hate me so much he wants to keep hurting me? I know I cannot be forgiven…but….the greatest sentence is…..unforgiveness.
The after effects of all night beer and pointless fights were barging in his bed. Welf woke up with the usual nightmare acoustics of ‘ah …a…grh….no….why?...you…me..I’..m..” –and to someone with a particular talent to ‘patch things up with significant lack of information’-or simply imagine, it seemed as though there were more to these ‘nightmares’ than meets the eye.
Welf squeezed his head as though wanting to tip the booze right out of his skull.
“That’s not how it works”
Welf faced the glaring boy, now frowning with reason to being woken to ‘odd’ sounds.
“Usually, if you drink like a pro-drunk, then you HAVE to put up with the hangover”, the boy claimed.
Welf sat silent, engrossed in pain and confusion.
“Who the hell are you?”, Welf struggled to spill words, yet, maintaining his apathetic tone.
“No one of your concern. But I would advise that you keep you sexual dream fantasies to when I’m NOT in the room, because I sadly will be sharing this room with you”, the boy spoke politely, with rough tones.
“Sexual dream fantasies??!! What the hell are you talking about?! Look boy, I have NO IDEA who the hell put you in my room, but if I find them, God forbid, there WILL be murder!” Welf, trying to avoid the walls, dreading embarrassment, stormed out of the room to find the room organizers.
“Oh my God, NO” Welf spoke aloud.
“You cannot put a punk-ass-kid in my room! This is NOT fair Issac!” Welf complained to the dorm manager, who now, seemed to very unconvinced at the case coming out of a drunk man.
“I’m sorry Welfen. He arrived this morning and you had the most empty room. If the situation persists then we can arrange something else by the end of this week, but you have to deal with it for now” the short man shrugged his words, hoping for them to flow into Welf’s ears as easily as thread into a needle head.
Welf slumped disappointed and wobbled out of the room.
He came back to his room, finding a neatly placed blanket in four folds and a bible above it in the center if perfect right angled positions - A suitcase very precisely put away on the shelf above the bed, and clothes neatly folded and piled into draws, whites and colors separate.
Welf stood speechless and shocked at the spotless shinning empty half of the room. He final words before flopping on the floor “Oh my god, he must be gay….and he’s religious….”, Welf cried at his merciless fate.
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